I really want to go to the singapore biggest dance party . Anyone kind enough to pay and go with me ? Okey not . I'll ask around about this . Hopefully I'll get to go :)
The above picture is the R2 gig that is coming up . It is organise by 4PM . A Malay Literary Youth Association if I'm not wrong . Babes and I are looking forward for this event but unfortunately it falls on our exam week . Despite that , we will still be going . See ya guys there . I thought of dancing for this gig if my Duo wants it but I guess so no because I wont have time to practice and even choreograph the steps for our new song . So I'll guess you'll see me dancing again next year . Like real . However , my Duo and I had came out with an evil idea . HuaHua *evil laugh* . You will know on the day itself . So girl or so call "poser", be prepared . Eh Duo , we need to get ourself ready too . Guess we'll need to take some of out time to prepare and plan it well . I'm excited :)Labels: I'll need to party
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It is still in my mind . Those are not nightmare but it is real . If only things will change , I will not be scared by those shadows that been following me . I dont feel secure at all not even at home . I try to shut my mouth but I cant . I need to let this feeling out . If only the truth is not reveal , I would led my life more happier . For now , I will need to lead my life with fear . Will this end ? I guess not . If only I were strong enough to face this with the rest of my family members . I know I shouldnt talk on this but this is the only place that I could let out all my anger/fear or whatsoever . Dont ask me what am I talking about because I wont tell anyone .
I'm sorry for those who I ignore today . I went to school with a pale face . People keep asking me why but I just smile and shake my head . I was too weak to even speak to anyone this morning . I admit I was weak but I must be strong . I dont know why I am that weak today . Luckily , my mouth had recover from the bruises yesterday . Thank god or else I'll need to attend an interview session . School was fine but I cant really concentrate in class . I've been thinking too much lately . Too much for my brain to do its work .
I'm not sure of my plan for this weekend . Dad asking me if i'm following mum to Batam . I dont know but I want to follow . I feel so relax when I'm at Batam . If I'm not following mum , I'll have the time to go out with babes this saturday . I'll be following but I'll not ride the G-max . The pain that I've suffer before this came back and I'm sure you girls dont want to see me die at a young age while riding that G-max . Afterwhich I'll need to meet dad at Changi and off to Johor/Melaka the next day . I'll decide where to go soon .
I wont be updating till the following week . I'll need the time to study for my test and to do some other useful things . I'm having my SS test tomorrow but I've yet to study for it and I'll be having my a-math and chemistry test the day after tomorrow . I think I should get going now . Do miss me readers :)
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Firstly , I would like to apologise to babes and whoever that went for the movie just now . I'm reallyreally sorry that I can't make it .
Yesterday was awesome ! Had CNY rehearsal at 2 . Suppose to start at 2 but it stretch till 3.30 . Walauwei , waste time only . We were told last minute . Bingit pe ~ I was suppose to go johor right after school yesterday but thanks to the CNY rehearsal that I have to go Johor a bit later . Plan to watch movie but didn't because we reach there late . Ouh ya , I went there with sis and her boify . Sai though that we going Johor for Shisha . Sorry uh beb , I'm not that kind . We went to eat at marrybrown . Syiok ~ Sis boify so damn merepek and I'm so blur .
Me: Cdiq , what you want to buy ?
Cdiq: I dont know .
Me:Quick la .
Cdiq: I want the chicken uh .
Me: Go order la .
Cdiq: Shy uh .
Me: Your head la(I order for him)
The cashier ask us to wait for the food . Than Cdiq took the tray with water and sit while I wait at the counter . After so long of waiting , they ask me to sit first and they will sent it to me . Wth , after waiting for so long than you say like that .
The food was delicious . I like ~ So , meet cousin and off to buy Jco . Wanted to go arcade but end up at this one particular shop . We were looking at the items sold there and it is damn cheap . 2 new era cap for only 30 rm . I was considering to buy the cap but I didnt . Instead , I bought a shoe for myself . Sis also buy bro a shoe and buy herself two bag . It was wow seh . Shop lots of things in just one day . Gerekness . I want to go there again but with lots of money . We spent our time there till they close the shop and head home . At the immigration , Cdiq did something really embarrassing . He go grab someone else plastic bag . Moron ~ I didnt went home straight but off to Boon lay . While I was there , I saw Faris . Talk with him for a while and off to aunt's house . Was suppose to lepak with him but I decided to be hardworking and help rewang . I went home at 6.30 and I swear it was damn cold . Reach home change clothes and off to bed . I sleep for only 3 hour because mum wake me up . Dad force me to help out at Boon Lay . Sis get to avoid it but not me . Nevermind .
Reach Boon Lay and everyone else is busy doing stuffs so I sat at one corner and read my chemistry textbook . I manage to read 1 chapter and stop at it . I was damn tired + sleepy all along but there was one incident that make me not sleepy nor tired anymore . Scary sia . It happen around 7+ (mahgrib dok) . Heard lots of story about that and it runs in my family blood . Fish la ! Shall not elaborate more on this because it make me feel even worse . I'm scared right now . Damn scared ! Wonder what will happen after this . Somebody please accompany me for tonight . Please ! Nevermind , I shall force my cousin not to sleep but pity her she was awake for more than 48 hour . Sis not home yet . Come home soon please . You wouldn't want to know what happen just now . Come home soon so mum wont need to talk to you about that . Which means you wont trouble me that much :)
Pictures will be uploaded both in facebook and here soon . So just stay tune .
Good night readers :)Labels: scary . . .
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NAZMI , THIS IS FOR YOU ! I NEVER KNOW THAT YOU READ MY BLOG ALL ALONG . HEHE . ANYWAY , STOP BEING A KPO LUH . HAIYO . STEP CUTE JE :) TAK TAU MALU ! OKEY GO !
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Gosh , my house is in chaos right now . Sis and Lil sis doing some stupid tricks and yea , sis fell down . Baek pe gang ! I was laughing away when she fell down . Those two idiots seems too be so hyper . I wonder what just happen . They went running out the house and back in . Mampos , kakak aku da macam budak kecik pe . And now they doing those stupid stuffs . I'll be dead if she know that I post about her . I've been doing some stuffs that embarrassed her . For example , I upload her karaoke video in facebook . Dangdut kepe ? My sis are into dangdut's song and Lil sis are into dancing dangdut . Actually I dont know the reason of posting this . I guess I may be too bored that I'm wasting time blogging about something really stupid .
BAIM , here I come !
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School was fine today . Had Class breakfast during class family time . Pathetic food but much appreciated . Camwhore a bit during class family time with the bitch/minah sitting behind me . With her in the class , it seems that I cant concentrate in class that much . Nevertheless , I'm lucky that she sit behind me or else I'll be dead bored in class . I swear P.E was damn bored . Did sit and reach and head off to the computer lab . After P.E was geo . Woots . Get back our test paper . I score 11/16 for the test . I should have get 13 if not for the stupid mistake that I've done . I should be thankful atleast I score something than getting a zero like that someone . Sorry eh D , I'm not trying to be rude but how on earth did you get zero ? The last 3 periods was CS . I hate doing the coursework . I was cracking my brain(I dont think there's such word) throughout the 1.5 hour in the lab . I was struggling doing the coursework but nevermind I could undo all the mistake that I made just now on friday . I hope the coursework will end soon . I can't stand the boredom of staring the computer for 1.5 hour .
I will be having Malay dance prac tomorrow . Gonna be a tiring day for me . Can I not dance anymore ? I want to stand down . All I care for now is my studies . Teachers have been warning me not to be comittted with my CCA like how I used to be . They dont want me to repeat the same mistake again . And not forgetting , I wont be dropping my A-math . How great is that but I need to work extra-hard . I cant fool around anymore . I must study every single day like how my Isky is doing . I need a tutor . I seriously do . It's the only way for me to buck up . Would anyone help me to find one ?
My schedule will be very hectic soon and I'll will abandon this blog soon but not too soon . For those who contact me and I didnt reply , I'm sorry . I wont be using my handphone that much . For those that are complaining that I dont have time to go out with you guys or whatsoever , forgive me . I'm just to busy with my studies . I dont want to neglect it . I shall not brat about this anymore . I'll have lots of work to do . Will be going to aunt's place pretty soon to watch that cute little kiddo . Enjoy the overdue picture :)
MAT BENG !
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I cant stand it no more . I just realise that I've been missing for 2 weeks . Sorry for not updating my blog . I was lazy + tired of studying . I just reach home from some stupid lecture at science centre . Actually , it was not that stupid lecture it was just so boring . Sitting in the COLD auditorium for 1 hour plus and listening to the lecture is damn boring but I did learn something about sound . School was fine for me but I sat for 3 test just now and I didnt study hard enough for the test for some reason . Shall not mention here . I'm spending my nap time to update my blog becausse I'm sure you readers miss me badly . Am I right to say so ?
Weekend was awesome . I went for a study date with Dearest ASS and Diana was playing bubbles at home . Diana if you reading this , I'm sure you're asking what I mean by that . Pandai-pandai fikir ye . ASS , you know I know . After the study date went to amk . Reach amk and I realise that my phone gile-gile already . So whoever want to call me , please dont . Rather message me because I wont be answering your call if you do so . This is the exciting part . Guess what , I met HANDSOME :) We were both wearing red and black . It was coincidence . Didnt talk much and off home around 11 . After so long of contacting and finally I get to meet him . Happy you know . I was hoping that things will be the same for me and him . I'll upload the pictures soon . I shall get going now . I have lots of homework to be completed by tonight .
I MISS THAT AH'BENG ! Like seriously . Meet me again will you ?
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I really want to go to the singapore biggest dance party . Anyone kind enough to pay and go with me ? Okey not . I'll ask around about this . Hopefully I'll get to go :)
It is still in my mind . Those are not nightmare but it is real . If only things will change , I will not be scared by those shadows that been following me . I dont feel secure at all not even at home . I try to shut my mouth but I cant . I need to let this feeling out . If only the truth is not reveal , I would led my life more happier . For now , I will need to lead my life with fear . Will this end ? I guess not . If only I were strong enough to face this with the rest of my family members . I know I shouldnt talk on this but this is the only place that I could let out all my anger/fear or whatsoever . Dont ask me what am I talking about because I wont tell anyone .
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I cant stand it no more . I just realise that I've been missing for 2 weeks . Sorry for not updating my blog . I was lazy + tired of studying . I just reach home from some stupid lecture at science centre . Actually , it was not that stupid lecture it was just so boring . Sitting in the COLD auditorium for 1 hour plus and listening to the lecture is damn boring but I did learn something about sound . School was fine for me but I sat for 3 test just now and I didnt study hard enough for the test for some reason . Shall not mention here . I'm spending my nap time to update my blog becausse I'm sure you readers miss me badly . Am I right to say so ?